Friday's Entry

It's late at night.

Haven't turned in yet. Not that sleepy yet. Must be the caffeine is still in my bloodstream from the milk tea this morning. Was up really early this morning though.

Started my new job as a language coordinator for almost 3 weeks now. Still learning the ropes. I want to laugh when I tell people my occupation is a language coordinator. Spelt “cooridinator” while filling up an application form today.

Somewhat planning for my year-end holiday, more of a weekend getaway. Wanted to go Thailand last year dec, but due to the political unrest with the election of then prime minister and likely riots, I have to give up my plans. I was ready to jump on the next plane and just go. That sort of things I seems to be doing whole of last year. Just go.

With this year is almost ending, been making amendment to the holes I made while pulling out of my old life. Finally found myself a more stable job, though not yet that stable with my 3 months probation to go through and the downhill pessimistic economic turnout that probably persist till next year. Hope that the market will become better so I can finally sell off my place and settle some of my burdens.

Don't really mind the recession, for I believe things have to get worse before it gets better. Found that many take stuff for granted, maybe this recession will shake things up a bit and wake up those so comfortable. I quite like being roughen up a bit myself - give me the edge.

Thinking of setting some goals and re-arranging myself for next year. Read some articles and thought of up-grading myself. Could use some new facelift myself. Not that kind of surgical facelift. I'm not that saggy yet. Want more steel in my character and build on my confidence. Thinking of studying, maybe another degree or MBA. A lot of work sia! But really cool to juggle work, study, family, business, relationship ... multi-tasking. I do sometimes try to take on too much than what is good for me. What can I say?! I'm too greedy with life. If not academic pursue then perhaps skills, professional makeup and hairstyling sounds interesting to me. At least that is something of interest to me. Although I don't know if I will last that long and have to fork up a substantial lump of money for the fee. Know that if I go study for degree or MBA, I probably can find a sponsor but don't think learning makeup and doing hair got people want to sponsor. Nobody wants to sponsor for daydreams. I don't mind paying for the course fee for the makeup program, considering it is an investment on myself to learn a skill that I probably can use it to make money later. But I still have a burden to carry and cannot afford to set aside that much for now. Actually now not so bad, got more help but don't wish to relay too much on other people too.

Wah! Write until so long alreadi. (Again speaking like PCK! :p) Must try to change now that I am in the language line of work. Must have some pride in my spoken and written abilities. Must be grammatically correct, vocally perfect, political sensitive ... anything more?! And logical sound minded to know that it is freaking 2am now! Go to sleep! Tomorrow still have to work!

TGIF! (Thank God It's Friday)